hey it's amanda

you’re getting a restraining order…makes sense.. because you got caught in a lie and it’s the only way to make you feel better about yourself. normal

I resent
you and everything about you

I regret
the day I let you into my world

I take back
every excuse I made for you

Your voice
makes me cringe

Your face
is nothing but a mask you hide behind

You lie
constantly; trying to be something you can never be

You lost
my respect and you will never have it back

You destroy
everything in your path

I curse
your name; uncontrollably

I can’t withhold
the words that come to my mind when I hear your name

I can’t suppress
the tears you never fail to make me cry

I can’t pretend

I don’t miss what we had

I don’t believe
you will succeed in this world

I want you
to hurt deep within

I need you
to feel what you’ve made me feel

I do understand
it will all work out in the end

I don’t want
it to work out for you

Failure to communicate
is an understatement

Give me back
the trust and love I once had

Manipulation and lies
are all you stand for

Your blue eyes
are not beautiful

They are simply
bottomless pits where your demons are imprisoned

And I randomly decided to make one of these. I’m lacking inspiration at the moment. Goodnight, moon